This weekend was powerful, humbling and painful. My inner knowing knew what was coming. I got judged, I got the door shut because I walked a different path, because I was spiritual and that someone couldn’t see pass this. I keep an open heart when a man comes into my life, as it’s what I see inside, is usually my draw card, his soul and his heart. I also know, no matter how much we have worked through our stuff, there is always more suitcases to unpack, because those trigger

Triggers You bring fears forward, They drench my body As I move forward in new grounds Trying to hold it together And trusting in the process As my inadequate parts, feelings and fear Rise to greet me Shaking me As the journey told me to surrender Surrender to him Let your fears go Let your walls down Allow him fully in My heart wide open Silent tears cascaded down my face In the beauty of the journey What I was shown What was presented Love fully present

Faces of the water, flowing into the grime, reminding me of the triggers, I must let go, faces in the water, water spirit soul, guide me to release, these unwanted fears, faces in the water, cleanse my passage, so I may heal, to walk free and embrace me, faces in the water, wash me down, so I may sit clear and open, faces in the water, float me in your love, so I can journey into me, faces in the water, spirit of Tangaroa, keep my heart open, so I can see🙏🏿